Just that I'm hungry, that I ate too much, and that I wanna go back in time.
Things turn out to be freakin bad.
Can't lose any weight, my metabolism has to work harder, but of course it doesn't.
Tomorrow's day of school certificate. Well, either I won't give a shit about it or I'll run away again, hatin myself, cryin and stuff..
Probably I decide to be happy or just like everyday.
Waking up, feeling bad about my disgusting self, puttin on a show and cryin myself to sleep in the night. That's what my life is currently about.
What could really make me happy just now is a guitar.
Cause it reminds me of him. How he played Swing Life Away to me, sang and smiled with his lovely blue eyes. How he tried to teach me how to play the guitar and how he played songs to me, his feet in the air, upfront against mine.
Waking up, feeling bad about my disgusting self, puttin on a show and cryin myself to sleep in the night. That's what my life is currently about.
What could really make me happy just now is a guitar.
Cause it reminds me of him. How he played Swing Life Away to me, sang and smiled with his lovely blue eyes. How he tried to teach me how to play the guitar and how he played songs to me, his feet in the air, upfront against mine.
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